I dunno man. Things feel . . .WRONG. Fucked up. People at each other's throats, so much death and pain in the world . . .the Germans call it "Weltschmerz." It literally means "world pain."
It's really getting to me too--I find myself wondering if I can really make a difference in any way, shape or form, man. I mean, it's all I can do just to get out of bed most days.