paranoia is knowing the govrnment really is out to get you
i was offline for a few hours. roommate is laid off and we have a single wire. all i did was organize some files, collect the bills i need to pay, look at the broken lawnmower and decide i didn't have
have the tools to fix it. i arranged to borrow one, and drank about 6 cups of coffee. that's been my day - typical.
that makes twice in 24 hours
then, a government agent called me and threatened more litigation. i suggested she rethink that, reminding her we've been through this 50 times, that i fought them to a standstill, but it drove me
crazy, which is why i'm currently disabled. i think she got the point, and backed off, but it upset me. profoundly.
that'll be the irony of tomorrow.
so tomorrow i go see the shrink, who works in a different department of the same agency that called with the threats.
my support group meet tonight cancelled - he had to work late at walmart.
