the_red_duke  

getting the story up is going to take some time, so i am going to share why i am unlovable.

i listen really well when people have problems.

very few people really listen to you.so they leave our conversation really liking me

and that "like" develops into what they think are more personal feelings.

then they really learn about me and hate me

thats how my dreams of someone to love are shattered.