Damn.
That's... yeah...
That's a hard way to go.
I'm sorry about your mom. I lost mine in 1991.
I, too, had recently broken up with an ex-fiancee` who couldn't manage to tear herself away from her deep sense of melodrama for one day, to accompany me to her funeral, as she had promised.
Thank God Pita was there, like she always is, to not only attend my mom's funeral with me, but to let me use her car, to boot. She obviously wasn't my " second choice" to attend with me, or anything. She would have been there, no matter what. I'm just glad she was there for me, too.
I hope you have somebody in your life like that now, man.
I don't know how many people on here hate you, or why. I just hope that you hang tough until the gaping hole in your world closes, because it does, eventually, but the time it takes... Lord, the time it takes...
My sympathies.
bunner
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I wanted my half in the middle and I wound up on the edge.