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| Why does this always happen to me? Why do I always let people down? Why am I always spread so thin? Why do they all turn against me? I feel so lost | |
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| self absorbed, inflated, narcissistic, ostentatious, audacious, autocratic, cavalier, self involved, egocentric, hubristic etc. | |
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trying to learn and unlearn, dissect and vivisect
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| I am spread quite thin, It's not my fault I'm this way and I don't mean to do this, it's just the way things are sometimes you know? I have things I have to deal with and I'm sorry if I let you down | |
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| This will never, ever, ever, ever, never, ever, ever, never, ever, ever, never happen again, I promise, I repeat, this will never ever, ever happen again (must relearn) | |
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stark rationalizations and self loathing
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| It's not like I didn't try to warn you. | |
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| It's not letting someone else down so much, it's knowing that you have even before they express such sentiment. It's disappointing yourself by failing to come through for someone. | |
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